I stress about things that haven't even happen. I stress about my family's health. I stress about whether or not I will go to Heaven. I stress about if my family will also. I stress about when we drive far and if we'll get home safely. I stress when my child is in the care of other people. The list can seriously go on and on. I always envision the worst when it comes to my family. Sometimes I drive myself nuts by stressing so much.
I'm stressing now. As we speak. Difference is, it about something I never stress about cause I have complete faith in God. I know 100% he will always take care of us in this area. So why am I stressing? Perhaps because we are in the midst of something that we are basically being tugged one way and another. The fact of the situation isn't stressing me out, but that fact that two difference people are telling us two different things. We know what we need to do but it's that "tugging" that is stressing me out.
I've been stressing so much that I even posted this on FB the other day:
"Dear pimples, I'm not 13 anymore so please go away. Go bug a teenager somewhere!"
Although at the time I couldn't figure out why on earth I was breaking out cause I just didn't realize at the time I was stressing.
I also noticed that I have been extremely forgetful these days. On two different occassions I double booked things with my friends. What the heck, man?!
I just hope and pray God will help me ease my heart and mind so that I can stop all this.